Things in my personal life have taken a change over the past year and it’s prompted me to take stock of what I have, what I want to have and how I want to do things.
Almost a year ago now I was diagnosed with a cyst on my brain after I had a mini stroke. At that minute my whole life changed drastically – I’m sure you can imagine. It was a tough few weeks waiting to find out what would happen and I’m pleased to say that I have not needed an operation (so far) and the cyst is not causing me any further problems. Last week though, I was diagnosed with morton’s neuroma- a small growth in the foot which I need to have operated on. It’s not life threatening in any way though and it shouldn’t take more than a few weeks to get over.
Over the last year it’s been tough going and to be honest, the last few years have taken their toll – I’ve been neglecting my work more and more and I think it’s started to show (perhaps for a while now).
Along the way I kinda just burnt out and made a few bad choices.
I think that I have turned into someone that I would not like to be doing business with, you guys hear me say one thing and then I do the complete opposite! Now I think I have had good reason 12 months ago – but not now. Now it’s not a reason it’s an excuse and that doesn’t sit well with me.
I’m not ashamed to say that I got lost over the last few months and lacked direction and drive. My direction is all sorted now and my motivation is back with a vengeance 🙂
Things have got to change and I’ve spent the last week putting changes into place – some of which you might notice straight away and others will start to roll out over the coming weeks. My ‘to do’ list is pretty long at the moment and I’m fairly certain that it’s going to take some time to get to where I want to be – I already know that it’s going to be worth it though.
I hope that you join me over the coming weeks and watch as I document the changes that need to be made – more importantly, I WANT to make them and I’m looking forward to what the future holds!